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[tomorrow's tragedy]
  This is the story of my life, I am not looking for sympathy, I just need to get it out of my head and finally get most of it out there so I can move on

I don't remember much from my childhood, only bits and pieces. I do know that my father got my mother pregnant and that they ahd to get married because of my mother's religion. I didn't live with them untill I was 3, I live with my grandfather untill then, I had to move in with my parents and my younger brother after he died.Even then they wanted nothing to do with me, I was always being sent to my room or being screamed at by my father, but he didn't hit me untill I was 4....I ended up in the hospital with a broken arm.

All throughout my childhood it was like that, spending my days in my room, not being allowed out at all. Sometimes if I was lucky I'd get to spend a month or two with my other Grandparents, or my aunt, but once I started school I had to stayt home.

My life went on like that for years, I was always walking on eggshells around my parents, being carefull not to piss them off. By the time I was 7 I had been to the hospiutal at least 15 times for "injuries" and malnorishment.

My life changed completley when I started Highschool, I met this guy named Travis who became my best friend. I spent everyday with him after school, and he always made me feel a little better about going home, knowing that he'd be there for me the next day. And I'm so happy we was.

When I was a sophomore in High School my brother who never paid any attention to me started to become alarmingly close to me. Inside I was screaming because I knew what was going to happen I imediatly went to Travis and lost my virginity to him before it could be taken from me....3 weeks later I woke up with my brother ontop of me. After that I started taking 4 or 5 sleeping pills everynight because eventhough I knew what was going on, I didn't want to be aware of it.
I ended up attemping suicide twice that year.

But shortly after this girl named Chelsea came to town and I moved in with her for the summer...it was the best summer of my life, and as soon as I turned 18 we flew over to England and traveled around there for 6 months, doing our school work through e-mail. Then we came back to graduate.

But shortly after we returned I met Jeromy. I imediatly moved in with him and got married to him the day after graduation.

When we first got married, we'd have sex everyday, a few times a day, but after a whille i got sore and tiered, but,he made me do it anyway.I'd even wake up to him doing it to me in the middle of the night. I didn't want to have a baby right away, he did, he wouldn't let me get birth controll, then i got pregnant.


He made me have sex 5 times a day everyday, untill the day before the baby was born, eventhough I had been in labor for 5 days he still made me. The baby was a month over due and i was so tiered because he made me sleep on the floor.


After the baby was born he waited three weeks, but then got out of controll, after the baby went bed for the night i went to sleep. I woke up to him shoving something in my mouth, as he started to penitrate me, ripping my stiches. That was the worse pain i had ever felt.


I endured 3 1/2 more months of it. Then on my birthday one of his friends fliped out and threatened to throw Lilith off a bridge. He took 2 steps towards her bedroom and I grabed a metal candle stick and hit him over the head with it. He had a siezure and almost died...but I never got charged with anything. Later that day Jeromy wanted to punish me so he dropped me and LIlith off a a homeless shelter and said he's be back for us in 3 weeks.

Itook the opertunity to get a restraining order.

Tat still dosn't stop him, even still he likes to stalk me. Once he even broke in, beat me and raped me in front of my daughter, the day before her first birthday. And that is the worst thing that can ever happen to somebody, to have that happen to you whille your kid is sitting there crying the whole time. I am never going to beable to forget the sound of her crying.



He still wants me to have seven more of HIS kids


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That's me and my daughter Lilith when she was three months old,
yeah, i remember spending almost an hour a day trying to hide the bruises with make up.



Although I am "free" from him, I still feel asthough he has won. I feel as though I have nothing. He's made it almost imposible for me to find a job, he's trying to take my daughter from me, he's even had child protective services investigate me.
I try my hardest not to make him think that he has won...that he still hass controll over me.

But in reality he does. My life is spiraling out of controll, the bottle is tempting, the knife refects all that I feel. How much more of this can anybody take?



My life is finally getting back together and I couldn't be happier. Yes I have made a couple of life changing decicions int he past month or so one is good and the other will make it harder, but I a still happy. I will be attending school in september and I will be having another baby in April.

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2007-05-29 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, i know and by law i have to let him see her once a week

2007-05-29 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's complete shite

2007-05-29 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah

2007-05-29 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I really feel for you. I'm glad it was impossible for me to become pregnant (duh...) when I was molested for four years... I know how it feels

2007-05-29 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, well before that my brother raped me and so i move out as soon as i turned 18 and i moved in with him, but eventhough i hate how my daughter was concieved but she's the best thing that ever happed to me and i'm going to fight him with all i have to keep her safe

2007-05-29 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I know the feeling. It was my Uncle who molested me, and he lived with us for years as he had no money. Then he died, it was the happiest day of my life.
But when I told my parents they sent me to a mental asylumn

2007-05-29 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah same her, when i was fourteen my brother started it, it went on for 2 years then i told my parents they made me go to counseling but it made everything worse, because he saw that he was getting away with it, so they sent me to an asylumn for 4 months, then i moved in with my ex....how can one person make so many mistakes?

2007-05-29 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Trust me, I've made more than my fair share too. Just know that you're not alone in this

2007-05-29 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thank you

2007-05-29 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's fine. Just wish I could help you out with the father

2007-05-29 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i wish you could too

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Well, I wish you all the luck in the world

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thank you so much, i really needed someone to talk to

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You can always talk to me if you need

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thanks, i hate dumping all my problems on people, but i feel like if i don't i'll do something i'd regret

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You're not dumping your problems on people, don't think like that. Remember I'm the one who talked on here, not the other way round

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: okay i'm sorry i tend to apologize over stupid things like that

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Don't worry about it. I'm used to having people apologising to me for strange reasons

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i've been told it's a coping skill that i have developed, as a child and in my last relationship i learned to apologize over everything in fear of getting hurt physically and emotionally

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I know the feeling. I used to as well when I thought to myself 'fuck it what is there to be sorry for'... now it's gone the other way and it's next to impossible to get a apology out of me XD

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah i'm still new at being able to live a normal life, i've never been able to actually be myself before

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: A while back I just basically said to myself 'fuck this I want my life back' so now I won't let anyone influence me at all

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, i never had a life though, my father used to beat me, my brother raped me and i'v only been away from my ex for 6 months, i've never known who i really am

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I really feel for you...

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thanks

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *sigh* Wish I could help

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i wish you could too

2007-05-30 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Well like I said, if you need to talk or support, then just message me

2007-05-30 [tomorrow's tragedy]: okay

2007-06-02 [;;RiotLover]: that is such bullshit...stay strong for her! 

2007-06-02 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i'm trying so hard to

2007-06-02 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You will, just know that you're not alone, you have support.

2007-06-02 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thank you

2007-06-02 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: No problem

2007-06-07 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i might be gone from anywhere from a couple days to 8 weeks, i'll find out in an hour or so
talk you when i get back, i hope i don't have to go at all
it all depends on what the judge thinks

2007-06-08 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Good luck, will be thinking of you, hope it all goes okay

2007-06-09 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, the judge won't have her decision untill next week....
but it dosn't look good,
to the hospital again i guess, so they can lock me up and determine if i'm a good mother or not
i hate this country

2007-06-09 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's bull.......... well I hope it goes okay, they have to see that he is not a fit father if they don't they are even dumber than I thought

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah they see him as an unfit father but he's trying to bring up my mental illness as an threat to my daughter's well being

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: He is so shallow....

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yes he is

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: People like him make me sick...

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, i can't wait untill this is over so i can move

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I bet.... gah he is a ASSWIPE

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah haha...i'm hoping i can take a vacation this winter, i need to get out of this damn country! if only for a few weeks!

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I don't blame you....

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah lol, me and a few friends are going to Ireland for a couple weeks in February, should make for a good time

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That should be good, I've been there it's a cool place ^_^

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: really? i've always wanted to go i was supposed to last year but i had just had Lilith, i've heard that it's pretty cool

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: It is a very cool place XD

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: cool? anyplace in particular that you recomend?

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Haha I'm so slow I don't remember names XD Plus I was quite young when I went

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: oh okay, i guess it's more fun if you don't know what you're doing anyway haha

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lol oh so true

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, i remember the first time i went to London, i got lost and i was so drunk, i don't even know how i got back...haha, it was great

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lol fun! I managed to get lost in my own town when I was pissed XD

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah i did too once i was trying to find the woods when i was drunk...(actually i wasn't just drunk...)and i live right in the middle of the city so i got really lost

2007-06-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lol I can get lost so easy

2007-06-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah me too haha

2007-06-11 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lol XD

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah so i just got this message from him:


So ya what the fuck ya slut. Drink around lilith planning to have sex with jays friends at the camp with lilith there arent u fucking proud of urself......I qoute ( i was gone to grade partys and to lexis) Im forwarding ur neglences to my lawyer it will be used in court against u good luck after this shit ur not keeping lilith i guess ur mother wanting u to be a druggy and a slut rubed off i guess ur proud of urself i will be coming to retain my daughter from ur res. Thurs. have a good life and see as i said in the past keep listening to ur dead beat parents and become crack heads and sluts and this is what u get


sincerly
Your worst night mare
Jeromy

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i have never neglected my daughter
i have no idea what to do about this

2007-06-11 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You have no idea how much I want to fucking snap his neck

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, i never drinkl around lilith, i never have sex around her, he calle dme telling me that i'm a slut when he had 3 girls in his bed while he was talking to me, and he aperently has people out looking for me....i hate this shit

2007-06-11 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I bet.......... gimme his address I can make it look like a painful accident....

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha, he's homeless, i do know he is in Portland Maine though...haha

2007-06-11 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Right bye, gonna go find him... wait... where's that??

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha, in maine, the upper east coast of the US

2007-06-11 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Oh... okay it could take a while to get there

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha okay....

2007-06-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: well it's only 6 1/2- 7 hours away...that's if you take a plane anyway Lol
aww nevermind i'll do it myself...hahaa

2007-06-12 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Haha if only I had the money to get there

2007-06-12 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, it does cost like $500 (american dollars)

2007-06-12 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Yeah way to much for me

2007-06-12 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah the first time i went over there it ended up costing me $2000 in the end, because i had to get my passport and the fact that the american dollar is worth shit

2007-06-12 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Yeah, well I have no money at all :) Otherwise I would be glad to come and slit his throat

2007-06-12 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah i don't either other wise i'd help you get here :)

2007-06-14 [(Calum)]: O My God Thats Whole thing i read About yew hun is so Out of order n i cannot believe that any man could do that 2 any girl specialy his wife i thinks its just wrong i feel so sorri 4 yew xxxxx

2007-06-22 [tomorrow's tragedy]: sorry havent been on for a whille...i'm home now

2007-06-23 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: How did it all go?

2007-06-23 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i've been in the hospital for the past week so yeah...it sucked

2007-06-23 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Wtf?! What happened???

2007-06-23 [tomorrow's tragedy]: alchohol posioning, then they transfured me to an instatution, saying i tried to kill myself

2007-06-23 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Fucking hell..... they put you in an instituation *shivers slightly from memories*

2007-06-23 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yep, pumped me full of meds, then sent me home a few days later...all because i drank too much

2007-06-23 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i feel terible now, now i really do feel like killing myself

2007-06-23 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's nothing near as bad as what they could have done I should know... I'm relieved that's all they did. And you DO NOT want to kill yourself. Would you really do that to your daughter and leave her at the mercy of that maniac? You gotta realise that without you, he is her legal guardian and unless proven an unfit father will fight for her. If she doesn't go to him she'll go into care. Do you want that for your daughter?

2007-06-23 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah i know, i know that he'll never end up having her, and she'll be placed with my parents but that's just as bad, i guess i was just thinking selfishly. again i'm just making him think that he still has controll over me...but he always will and i can't stand the thought of that

2007-06-24 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: He won't always win don't think like that. By thinking that you're allowing him to win. You can't let him or you'll never be free of him... just try to think positively and I know it's hard but remember you have friends here and we'll help you whatever happens

2007-06-25 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thanks...i'll most likely lose Lilith anyway....made some really dumb choices this weekend, i could barely care for her, thank god my friend stayed sober to help...i'm such an idiot

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You're not an idiot you just went over the top... you're gonna be okay, and you won't lose her if you fight for her. Just keep on fighting and it will all go okay... I just wish I could still be around to see it when it does turn out good

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: are you leaving?

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: This world perhaps

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *frowns* if you do i shall miss you

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: It might not happen....... but I have internal bleeding.... and it is bad so...... yeah don't know what's gonna happen to me

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: did you go to the hospital?

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I went to the doctors they're putting my tests through to the hospital when they come back

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i mean that could be really serious, do thet know the source of the bleeding? (sorry...it's the nurse in me...don't mean to be nosey)

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: It's fine.... they don't know yet no...... but I know what caused it

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i really hope everything goes okay, just take it easy, don't try to do to much it could make it worse

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I know.... I just hope I see this through....... I'm bored of this..... it's just one thing after the other

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i know exactly what you mean, thats why i never expect things to go good because i know if i have just one good day, the next is going to be the exact opposite

2007-06-26 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Yeah............ things are just..... GAH!

2007-06-26 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah...that's the perfect word for it...lol

haha i just got good news! my daughters visits w/ her dad are cancelled untill he straightens out!

2007-06-27 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Oh brilliant!!! *hugs* That's really good news!!! ^_^

2007-06-27 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thanks, i'm happy he didn't show up for his last 3 visits so they called them off completley *jumps up and down...then dancews a little*

2007-06-27 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's so great ^_^

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah...finaly something good for once

2007-06-28 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I'm so glad for you ^_^

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: thanks

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: :)

2007-06-28 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *smiles* I'm glad ^_^

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: :)

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2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha yeah i'm bored, i need something happy todoy...before this feeling goes away

2007-06-28 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I'm tired lol. Well what do you want that's happy?

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i tap-dancing rhino! lol

2007-06-28 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lol that sounds interesting ^_^

2007-06-28 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah lol,there's supossed to be a huge thunderstorm later...can't wait

2007-06-28 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Wow lucky!

2007-07-02 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah we've been getting alot of them lately

2007-07-02 [tomorrow's tragedy]:
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Date: Jul 1, 2007 1:59 AM 
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Body: im gonna slit ur throat bitch where over this is the last fucking time u cheat on me

2007-07-02 [tomorrow's tragedy]: what the hell is he talking about? dosn't he relize i've been trying to divorce him for months...it's thing like this that makes me want to crawl into a deep dark hole and never come out
*starts digging a hole*

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *throws dirt back in hole* Don't talk like that

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: well at least he can't find me there *continues digging*

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *sits in the hole* No more digging. And he can't find you anyway... I hope

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *throws down shovel* i give up...moving to antartica

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *remains in the hole* Can't dig if I'm in here....

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: hmmmm true *looks up, then climbs a tree* i'll just stay here then

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *sighs* I know you're having trouble.... but you can't give up

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *smiles* i'm not exactly giving up...just hiding for a whille

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You were saying you would a while ago... and I won't let cha!

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *sighs* okay...

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Mhmm so get used to it... I'ma look out for you meaning from yourself too

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: grrr...okay

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Mwhaha I win.... *crawls out of the hole* My foot is eroding T_T

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *crosses arms* yes you win for now....

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Nope I win full stop

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: grrrr

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Feel the love on this wiki! ^_^

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah *rolls eyes* lol j/k

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lmao...

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: hmmmm*crosses arms and stamps foot like a 3 year old*

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *falls over laughing*

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *pouts, sits down in a chair, arms and legs crossed*

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *offers a lollipop*

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *takes the lolly pop and smiles* lol...i'm so childish sometimes

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *smiles back* I have good ways to make people like me again XD

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *licks lolly pop...mmm strawberry* haha

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *smiles*

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *sits there enjoying lolly pop*

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: all gone! haha...i'm such a...dork!

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Dorks are good though XD

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha yep i love dorks

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Me too ^_^

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: haha, i love insane artists too! (random thought)

2007-07-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lmao same here *hint hint* Like me XD

2007-07-05 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yes! lol

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Lol go me ^_^

2007-07-06 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yes go you *dances* i'm about to kick some cyber ass in about 2 minutes

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *backs away* What'd I do now?

2007-07-06 [tomorrow's tragedy]: no you didn't do anything....some guy keeps anoying me...telling me i'm going to die if i don't become a christian

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Wtf??? Who???

2007-07-06 [tomorrow's tragedy]: [kingpet] he's been harassing me over the past few days about it *shrugs* it just annoys me to here things like that first thing in the morning

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Fuck him. Fuck chrisianity.

2007-07-06 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yep, i was forced to go to curch when i lived with my grandparents *shivers*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Fucking retards it makes the human race look bad let alone religion

2007-07-06 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i agree,...i don't even want to talk about it....makes me mad...*jumps up and down* I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL! I JUST GOT ACEPTED 10 MINS. AGO! *does backflips*

2007-07-06 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *grins* That's great!!! *hugs*

2007-07-06 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *giggles* yeah it's only cosmotology school, but i need a better job to save money to go to real school *huggles*

2007-07-09 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: *hugs* That's awesome ^_^

2007-07-09 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah now if i can go

2007-07-09 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: I hope you do

2007-07-09 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah

2007-07-09 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: ^_^ Sure it'll all be fine

2007-07-09 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah, i hope so i'll be having the new baby about the same time i finish school

2007-07-09 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: New baby?

2007-07-09 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yep i just found out for sure this morning...i don't even know how it happened. i have alot of mixed feelings about it

2007-07-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Wow... is it his?

2007-07-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: no! it's a guy that my friend talked me into sleeping with she thought it would make me feel better, but it didn't and now i'm preggers

2007-07-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: Eep.... what has he said about it?

2007-07-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: i don't think i'm going to tell him, i think i'm just going to take this on alone

2007-07-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: What? He has to know Cassandra

2007-07-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *sighs* i knowi just don't want him to feel like he needs to help me out

2007-07-10 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: He needs to know though, and if he wants, he has the right to help out

2007-07-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah i know, i just don't want him to feel like he has to that's all, i mean he has alot going for him right now. I don't know i'm having a hard time thinking clearly

2007-07-11 [tomorrow's tragedy]: *sits in my partally dug hole and thinks*

2007-08-05 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: You need to tell him though, the sooner the better

2007-08-10 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah i have it wasn;t so bad he's helping me with a bigger appartment but he's not pressuring me in to a relationship

2007-09-07 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's a good thing then

2007-09-27 [tomorrow's tragedy]: yeah things are actually starting to be good for now anyways

2007-09-27 [One More Worthless Fallen Angel]: That's awesome ^_^

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